Smiling Is Not My Reality


Smiling Is not My reality,
This Is how I pretend To Be,By night I cry myself To sleep,wid My god frowning At Me,
Drowning In A flood Of tears,but tears Are My destiny,
My vision A blur As I fullfill,
And this Is how I meant To Be,
My life unworthy,My self To kill,existence A torture I must endure,
As U regarded suicide As sin,I M not against U My heart Is pure,
Fate Is mocking with An evil grin,surrounded In A black ness So deep,
I walk,I see But survive No more,
I M dead inside,In darkness weep,
You know I love U,like ever before,
Forgive Me As In My grave I lay,
Free Me of this pain and let Me die,I just cant bare It any more:

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